This Grinch (aka me) finally agreed to put up the Grinch hand holding Twinkle Ornament shirt, sweater. I did ok til Kaity opened the box that contained the special angels Bob received in the mail from all over the world when he had his first cancer surgery. She asked if we should put them up and I said definitely. Have to admit I could barely see where I was putting them because my leaky eye syndrome took over. It didn’t help to see our 1st Christmas ornament that a dear friend in Iowa had given us. We decided to not decorate much of the bottom of the tree and to keep my adorable grandson safe we tethered the tree to the wall.
Grinch hand holding Twinkle Ornament shirt, sweater, hoodie and v-neck t-shirt
Best Grinch hand holding Twinkle Ornament shirt, sweater
I put some of the angels on the rope since Grinch hand holding Twinkle Ornament shirt, sweater. Yes, it does have clear and colored lights. I love both so when we found this tree a few years ago Bob got it for me. A lot of people have asked how I am doing and remind me the first year is the hardest. I can’t imagine it would be harder than living through those last weeks together not knowing when but realizing it was coming. Praying for his release from the pain and torment he was suffering but wanting to hold on to him as long as I could. This year is hard but in a different way as I no longer have to watch him suffer. It’s the loneliness and making decisions by myself that we used to make together.