It was years ago. So many years it seems. Official Black friyay shirt, me that so desperately wanted to end her life, she wouldn’t have grown into me if my husband hadn’t called for help. When the police came, they said they had to take me in. I was wearing my pajamas. They wouldn’t let me change. The doctors said I would be ok to go home unless I wanted to stay the weekend in a facility. The doctors said it was silly to think suicide could fix anything. The doctors said I needed to take these pills and go home with my husband and get some rest. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about how that gun felt in my hand.
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The fear in his pleading eyes and the Official Black friyay shirt. I’m thankful every day that he was strong enough for the both of us on that day. I’m thankful that I’m here to share my stories and connect with others and that I know that my life has worth. Today is suicide prevention day and I hope that by sharing my experience it will help others to reach for help, for themselves or for loved ones. I’ll admit, I get it, it feels like the only way. I put a post on how lost and found and literally under 24 hrs an amazing lady called Sharon Hawkes knocks on my door with my ring in hand! I’m so lost for words I cannot thank the Isle of Wight metal detecting club enough! You guys have the kindest hearts and have made me the happiest girl in the world!