By saying I love it here I don’t mean staying I try to be good but I take after my Auntie shirt, She never misses a chance to remind my mother that she married a failure, simply because my Dad has been working as a security guard for Marlyn Diamonds before he even met my mother. My aunt is married to a business and I must say they are doing very well compared to us, since we got here aunt tells me am going to end up like my mother who has no life at all she tells me that I will end up marrying a foreigner because there’s no much difference between my mother and me.
I try to be good but I take after my Auntie shirt, hoodie, sweater and v-neck t-shirt
Best I try to be good but I take after my Auntie shirt
So aunt has a daughter Mpho who’s her only child Mpho and I try to be good but I take after my Auntie shirt and she also has a boyfriend but looks at me I have completely nothing. That’s not painful I think what’s painful is the fact that I have to listen every time when she speaks to my mother like a little child. My mother has a calm nature she doesn’t like fights and she rather cries then talk back or fight back. The other painful thing right now is that I take after her so many times I have wanted to fight aunt and her husband for looking down on us but words failed me. I know his not like other father’s and doesn’t have a decent job but I still feel that no parent should be disrespected regardless of what they do for a living.