I just wanted to say that after what I have been through, to anyone on the starting blocks of their Yeah I crossfit I cross my fingers and hope my ass fits in my jeans shirt, that please try not to be afraid. My immediate reaction after my diagnosis apart from sheer terror was to want to curl up in a corner and wish the world away. If it wasn’t for my family and my 1 year old son, I could have gone down a different and very self destructive path, but as a mother I simply had no choice but to carry on. By being forced into this state on mind it made me cope and in fact most days my treatment felt quite normal.
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After my surgery I drove myself to all my appointments, I took my laptop, I worked in Yeah I crossfit I cross my fingers and hope my ass fits in my jeans shirt and it spurred me on. I joked when I lay on the metal bed and the machinery was pushed into my flesh, I wore lipstick and sent funny pictures of myself in my hospital gown to my friends. This afternoon as I changed out of my hospital gown for the last time, I looked at my skin in the mirror tracing my fingers over my scar where they removed the lump. I wondered if it would ever fade or if the radiotherapy would result in it staying more prominent and noticeable and I realised I wouldn’t mind at all.